I miss you, and I dread parting with you." Keir paused for a moment, before slipping his limbs out of Lucas's, crawling back on the bed slightly. "I just love you too much for my heart to handle. "I'm not sad," Lucas breathed out, taking Keir's hands from his face to kiss their palms softly. "You feel sad," Keir murmured, his fingers brushing over Lucas's creased brow, noticing the way the slightly older man's lips quivered. Keir's head tilted to the side as he felt the warmth of Lucas's tears, wiping them away with his fingers. 'I love him so much,' Lucas thought to himself, the feeling he had for the man overwhelming him as tears dripped from his earthy eyes, slipping down his cheeks in glossy streaks.
"I can see your face clearly," Keir said, stroking his finger against Lucas's skin with such love and pure, true affection that Lucas swallowed, a warm feeling passing over him as tears formed in his eyes. Running his thumb over the full curve of Lucas's bottom lip, Keir felt the man's hot breath against the rough pad of his thumb. Lucas's hair, a rich, vibrant blonde that Keir could picture so clearly, tickled the back of Keir's hand as he cupped Lucas's cheeks. Reaching his hands forward, Keir found them resting against Lucas's knees, his muscular thighs, sloped hips, hardened chest, thick collar bones and smooth neck. Though he could not see the face his beloved made, Keir could feel the slight tremor in his fingers as they held his chin. Lucas gently tipped Keir's chin upwards and towards him, looking at him with such passion, the light in his eyes unseen in Keir's darkness.
But now, staring into nothingness with a smile on his gorgeous face, Lucas felt his heart bleed. Lucas wanted Keir to only see beautiful things, for he is a beautiful man who deserved to live in a beautiful world. It pained him that Keir would never look upon him with his captivating eyes, that all he could see was darkness. Keir smiled, head straight, Lucas sadly gazing at him as the man he loved did not face him, looking past his arm. Keir's heart thundered in anticipation as he felt the mattress move with Lucas's weight, Keir's hands resting against the fabric to steady himself as he felt his lover hover in front of him. Crawling on all fours across the bed, Keir sat himself down, turning his body so he was facing the door, blind eyes following the sound of Lucas's soft footsteps. Slowly climbing on top of the bed, Keir smiled to himself as he heard the gentle thud of the door closing, followed by an echoed click. Keir, knowing where he was now standing, trailed his hand against the post until his fingers met the plush fabric of the bedding.
Lucas held Keir's hand as he led the man into the room, placing his hands onto the banister of the bed.
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